Interviews with the Condemned

 

Interview no.9 (2006-01-23)

For the ninth interview we choose Tim Pruitt who is also housed at Georgia's death row. Tim Pruitt has been on death row for over 9 years, but spent the last 14 years of his life in prison. We don't know a great deal on Tim other then the information you'll be able to find in his profile. We like to thank Tim for answering our questions. If you want to contact Tim please feel free to do so. Click here to view Tim's profile.

 

Personality:

Name: Tim Pruitt
Prison Register: 264643-G-3-72
Address:
P.O. Box 3877, Jackson, GA. 30233-0078 USA
Age: 39
Race: White
Sex: Male
How long on Death Row:
9 years – locked up since 1992 13+ years

 

1:

Question: Where were you born and raised?

Answer: I was born in Habersham County and raised in Lumpkin County around Dahlonega.

 

2:

Question: Will you share with us what it was like for you growing up? (Did you have a pet, a favorite game, hiding place, or favorite toy? Were you raised by both parents, a single parent or relative?)

Answer: I was raised by both parents till their divorce when I was 15.

 

3:

Question: Do you have a favorite childhood memory? If so, what is it?

Answer:  -

 

4:

Question: Did you like school? If so, share with us your favorite memory from your school years.

Answer: No, only thing I liked about school was seeing my friends and a couple of teachers that were cool.

 

5:

Question: What person or event impacted you most as a child?

Answer: My sister Shelia. She always looked out for me, she was the oldest and I was the youngest. She always took time to include me in things; she went out of her way to be there for me.

 

6:

Question: What hobbies or activities did you participate in while growing up, e.g. scouting, sports, etc.

Answer: Motorcycles, hunting, fishing, and camping.

 

7:

Question: What was your first job? Please describe your duties/responsibilities and whether or not you liked the job.

Answer: My first “paying” job was at a chicken plant’s “clean up crew” (cleaned the plant). It was a good job, nights laid back, hard work but we had fun. Then I started working on a farm I grew up on. It was a 6 / 7 day a week thing, didn’t much enjoy the work but had plenty room to play!

 

8:

Question: As a child or teenager, what did you want to do when you grew up? Why?

Answer: I wanted to build cars and motorcycles. I wanted to make them faster, handle better and race them!

 

9:

Question: Do you have a favorite movie or book? Please elaborate.

Answer: Favorite books:

Non-fiction:

- Taoist classics by Thomas Cleary vol’s 1-4
- Mindful meditations by John Kabat Zinn
- Tao Te Ching Lao-tzu translation by T. ClearyThe way of life according to Lao-Tzu translation, Witter Bynner
- 1 master one path by Selby John

These books are helpful in the understanding of practicing awareness meditation.

Fiction:

- The wheel of time series by Robert Jordan
- Anne Rice, Mayfair witches books

 

10:

Question: Where was the most beautiful or special place that you can remember having visited? Please describe it.

Answer: I used to visit a place up on the mountains where loggers had clear-cut an area of about 25 acres , and you could see the horizon (it was the tallest mountain in the area). I liked to go up and see the sunrises. It was peacefully quiet since it was 10- 15 miles from the nearest inhabited area.

 

11:

Question: What is the funniest thing that ever happened to you?

Answer: Me and my brother were fighting and we were 11 & 13. He knocked me through a wall into my sister’s closet. I came rolling out into her floor. We all ended up laughing at the look on her face. My bro only hit me in the chest and said “don’t want to mess up that pretty face.” That made us laugh that much harder.

 

12:

Question: What job or occupation did you have prior to your incarceration? Were you employed at the time of your arrest?

Answer: Yeah, I had a job catching chickens. It was hard work but a good pay. And short hours to, left me time for a day time job.

 

13:

Question: Were you involved with drugs or alcohol prior to your incarceration? If so, please share the effects this had on your life.

Answer: -

 

14:

Question: What do you miss most about the outside world and why?

Answer: I miss watching my son grow and learn. He was always so smart and always getting into things. He was only 6 when I got locked up. He always wanted to hang around me and to watch me work, doing his own little thing to help. He’s 20 now, grown into a good man with a good heart. After all he’s been through he still has an inquisitive mind and loves skydiving and motorcycles.

 

15:

Question: What is the one thing you regret most?

Answer: Not being a father to my son. Not being there for him while growing up.

 

16:

Question: Do you have any strong spiritual or religious beliefs? If so do they influence how you view the future?

Answer:  My spiritual views are eclectic, in that I believe as long as you open your mind to the wisdom in this world you will see there are as many pathways as they are spirits (souls). Each soul has knowledge to gain in a given life; we are all in this world together. If only we open our minds through awareness of what is taking place in this moment we will see ourselves more clearly. To stop living in the past and contriving a future you find yourself in the here and now where in reality is the only time we have the ability to affect what’s happening. That you can only learn from the past and how ever your plan or dream of as future it’s not set in store. Change is constant; every thing in this world is impermanent.

Heaven or Nirvana what ever you choose to call it isn’t in the future, it’s in the here and now, in each passing moment, God, Goddess Buddha, universal mind, whatever you believe isn’t the future, it’s now. So why fixate on what has been or what might be and miss out on what is, things are as they are for a reason, can you find that reason? Can you from a selfless viewpoint see what is and let your spirit guide you? We all have the ability, our spirits are eternal.

I practice awareness meditation. I take time each day to sit, and follow my breath, let my mind still itself, it enables me to respond to life in a better way, makes life a lot more enjoyable. Through the reality of impermanence you’re able to not be so attached to things in the world you start seeing what many blessings you do have instead of what you don’t have or want to have!

I belief in reincarnation, that we are all connected through the journey of our souls, that if we can just take the time to stop and see we will see that life is a opportunity to grow and to be more conscious of who we are and our connection to all life that we have.

 

17:

Question: How important is it for you to have contact with your family, friends and/or the outside world? Please elaborate.

Answer: Very Important! Contact with the outside world is important, it keeps you from feeling worthless and useless, Contact shows you that your life means something to someone out there, that not everyone wants to make you suffer then kill you. Mail call, visits, phone calls are all we have in these death camps that let us know people care. The more support you have from the outside world, the more strength you have to fight one more day in this place. Knowing someone wants you alive and wants that someday you’ll be free means more than words can say.

The darkness and despair of death rows can swallow you up, destroy your spirit and will to live. Contact with the outside world brings light into an otherwise dark world. It keeps your spirit alive and your will to live strong. To feel love is the greatest gift this life has and to be able to love in return.

To hear your name called at mail call seems a simple thing but it’s a bright point in a day that is so utterly full of despair. It can make a day good in this place to hear from someone who cares, it lifts your spirit and makes you smile!

 

18:

Question: Do you remember your first thoughts when hearing the jury’s verdict of death as your sentence? Will you share this experience with us, e.g. your thoughts, feelings, reactions?

Answer: When I first heard the Jury’s verdict of guilty, it was a shock and disbelief. On of those moments time stops or slows, asking myself how 12 people could think I was guilty after all the inconsistencies in the evidence, how could they bring back a guilty verdict when so much physical evidence undermined the state’s case. How? Kept running through my mind.

The sentence of death wasn’t a surprise. I’d be waiting on a trial for 4 ½ years and when you’re facing death every day, news that they actually want to kill you isn’t exactly surprising!

 

19:

Question: What is a typical day like for you on death row?

Answer: My days here on death row. I always start my day by getting up early around 5 - 5.30AM, while things are relatively quiet. I drink me a cup of coffee if I have some. Then I meditate 30 minutes to an hour. I wait on breakfast to arrive; we eat in our cells, chows brought down on carts, covered trays, usually cold but not always. Then I make sure my cell is ready for inspection. We have warden’s inspection 5 days a week, beds made a certain way, uniforms on etc. Gotta jump through hoops before they kill usJ. After inspection I write or read. If my exercise shift is out I go talk to friends. I’m in a 27 man dorm single man cells, then wait on lunch to arrive, we have lunch only Monday to Friday, no lunch on weekends or holidays, only 2 meals on those days. Then I stay busy, keeping myself occupied till “mail call.” Yeah, the bright part of a day here, and you hope your name’s called. I’m lucky in that my girlfriend always writesJ, let me know how much she loves me always bring a smile to my face. And my friends whom I’ve been in contact with, some of my closest friends I’ve never actually met, we know each other through letters and photographs, but they are here for me, no doubt how much they care for me. They take the time to write, let me know if anything is going on case related, or just what’s going on in their lives, I kinda live life through them…. After mail call, I write, wait on supper, see what’s on the trays, and whether or not I can eat it. If not I cook a soup off the inmate store, or eat something we can purchase from there. T.V. comes on at 4PM - 11.30PM. I don’t watch much T.V., only a couple of shows, and auto racing stuff, or a movie if one gets put on. We can only control one day out of 27, so you don’t always watch what you want, can’t get “into” weekly series. I either write or read till around 9 – 10 PM, and then I get ready for bed and meditate for 30 minutes – 1 hour. Go to sleep and get up again start it all over.

On weekends we can have visits, which are more wonderful than you can imagine. I usually only get 3-4 visits a year, but my son comes more now and my girlfriend just got approved J, now she’s coming. She lives 1200 miles away but still visits, weekends no mail so time slows unless you get a visit. TV’s 6 – 1 AM mostly sports. But you do a day at a time. Everyday has good moments and bad moments; you just can’t let it affect who you are.

 

20:

Question: Do you feel that capital punishment serves as a deterrent? Yes/No Please elaborate on you answer.

Answer: No, it’s used more as a political tool than to deter crime, and it is only used at the poverty level of society. If you can hire attorneys at trial level you usually don’t end up on the row. People don’t think about punishment in extreme situations or circumstances. Capital punishment, DP & LWP isn’t handed out equally!

 

21:

Question: If you could change one thing in the world today, what would it be and why?

Answer: That people just be more aware of what’s happening around them, and realize every voice counts. That we are responsible for the actions our governments take. Billions are spent on wars, to take life, to force a way of life. Ideology only separates the world. First priority should be saving lives, taking care of the environment, ensuring the welfare of people, who are retired and struggling. We have to tell our leaders enough is enough. Start doing what we know in our hearts is right. Help those less fortunate than ourselves. Realize we are Stewarts of this planet it’s not ours, we must ensure the balance of nature for future generations. It doesn’t take a sage to see the world’s headed in the wrong direction. Only by understanding and selflessness can we make a difference.

 

22:

Question: If you could go back in time, where and to what date would you travel and why?

Answer: -

 

23:

Question: What has been the most important and life-altering event you have experienced?

Answer: Being convicted of murder and sentenced to death, when so much evidence proved innocence, I couldn’t believe it.

Guess the trial self was the life altering event, waited 4 ½ years to get one, yet they still convicted me. Sentence wasn’t a surprise after they convicted me. The conviction shocked every one, even some law enforcement personnel.

 

24:

Question: What is the most important thing that you want our visitors to know about you?

Answer: That in my 14 years inside these cages I have come to know so much of how it takes sincerity and honesty to give people the chance to see the person you are inside. A friend sent me a prayer/poem the other day and a line from it struck me as how people should treat each other.

That true friends are those which “give us the freedom to be ourselves” I have become a person inside these walls, more aware of others and myself. How to trust someone is a gift. That the person lets you in enough to see who they really are. I guess what I want those who read this to know in short is I have developed a sincere heart and understand this life is too short to not value the love of friendship! That I’m only looking for friendship and that I have a wonderful woman in my life, my girlfriend Kari; who teaches me what love is again and again and each day we grow closer. That those who might write take time to realize my situation and may offer their help in the battle I fight each day for my life!

 

25:

Question: If you have anything else that you would like included as a part of this interview, please share it with us now.

Answer: That I’m not the person the State portrayed me to be in court so long ago. That witnesses lied, crucial evidence tampered with, evidence with held from the Jury. That my trial attorney didn’t call any witnesses to fight for me cause “he thought he already had the case won” since trial my appeals haven’t helped cause no one will help, lawyers that was on my case didn’t ever investigate alibi evidence, or challenge witness tampering or the fact that evidence of innocence exist but wasted 4 years and still didn’t force independent investigation of evidence, when lots of physical evidence points to another suspect, not me.

That at this time I have no attorney and no private investigator and don’t have resources to get on. I’m not alone in this with no one to fight for me, my friends are trying desperately to help, but without someone with experience in death case appeals they’re at the point they can’t get access to my file and neither can I. They are doing all they can to help save my life, and sure could use all the help they could get. Without an independent investigation and a lawyer willing to stand and fight, I will probably be executed no matter the issue of innocence. It doesn’t matter to the State or Government that run these state sponsored, tax payer supported death camps. Like I said earlier, every voice counts. I need help to save my life, so please write me or contact my friends at freedomfortim@yahoo.com. We are trying to build a defense team, and a set of websites to link to one central site, any help with that would be appreciated.

Thanks to everyone who has taken the time to read this, and I sincerely hope to hear from you.

I also hope as you go through your daily life that you will feel your breath in-out and see what’s happening in your world, and look at the many blessings you have in life, instead of looking at what you don’t have or want. See your life! Thank you again!

Sincerely,

Tim Pruitt

 

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