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- Pain
- Truely Free?
- Dream of Freedom
- Betrayal
- Condemned
- Eternity
- My Darkest Hour
- Deamons

Pain

The sunshine feels cold today.
Freezing me from skin to bone.
Surrounded by countless billions,
yet I walk this world alone.
I've struggled through a pain filled life.
I'm weary from my toils.
Sometimes I'm ready to give up the ghost,
to fade into the soil.
Perhaps if my body can nourish the earth,
I'll gain some meaning from life.
Or maybe my every atom,
will vanish in the night.
When I'm dead and gone,
will anyone recall my name?
Will it be with curses, or a sudden sigh?
I can't help but hang my head in shame.
Surely, I've had better days,
before I threw my life away.
But I've consigned myself to living hell,
with nothing ahead, but an open grave.

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Truely Free?

Sweet summer sunshine,
gently blowing breeze,
bring to me, the memories of,
a time that I was free.
Wandering through the forests,
strolling through the fields,
gazing at the spacious sky,
as the night, the daytime yields.
The moon arises, the sun descends,
Stars twinkle in the darkened sky.
I stare in wonder, as their glowing forms,
reflect the sadness in my eyes.
Was I ever truely free,
in a world of neverending rules?
or am I just a ghostin time,
amidst a burning ship of fools?

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Dream of Freedom

As the rain falls,
and lightning illuminates the sky,
I dream of better days.
Years have passed now,
where have they gone?
They have vanished in a haze.
Sadness overwhelms me,
tears fall from my eyes.
I can't help but dream of freedom,
as I gaze upon the skies.
To feel the rain upon my skin,
and hear the thunder roar.
To wonder through the forest,
and feel my spirit soar.
Just one more time would be enough,
before my final breath.
Just one more time, just one more time,
ere I give myself to death.

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Betrayal

Love has taken me,
to the pinnacle of peacefullness.
Knowing that those I loved,
loved me in turn.
Or so I thought.
Instead, there was,
betrayal in their hearts.
Betrayal has sucked me down,
to the blackest pit of despair.
into an unfathomable abyss,
Of human suffering,
which no man,
should ever have to feel.
Where love once held me aloft,
among a cloudy world of tranquality,
Where I have felt a power,
unlike any other.
Betrayal has taken my soul,
to the very depths of Hell.
Over the river Styx,
and straight into,
the heart of darkness.
Love and betrayal,
seem to go hand in hand,
where you find one,
the other is close behind.
Perhaps some day,
this will cease to be,
but now, for me,
I languish in my pain.

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Condemned

Waiting for my time to die,
a needle in my veins.
Poison pumped into my blood,
a way they call humane.
Force to live in exite,
cut off from the world.
Left alone with just my thoughts,
my past slowly unfolds.
Not long from now, I'll be no more,
I'll exit on my cue.
But I'll take my death, as I lived my life,
to mine own self I'll be true.
My heart is steady, my mind is strong,
they cannot break me down.
I'm a streetwise soldier with an iron will,
and no fear to be found.
So I'll fight this war, as best I can,
until my final breath.
Though it seems my time is running out,
as they hasten me towards death.

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Eternity

Above us in the heavens,
stars twinkle in the sky.
They are the souls of those who've passed,
looking down on you and I.
They see our deeds, both good and bad,
but don't presume to judge.
They gaze upon us every night,
with everlasting love.
Though many have been wronged in life,
their spirits rest in peace.
They've gone on to a better place,
a place of rest and ease.
Someday we shall join them,
tHough hopefully not to soon.
They'll welcome us with tears of joy,
while trumpets blow a happy tune.

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My Darkest Hour

Alone again,
abandoned in,
my darkest hour.
Should I have,
expected more.
I have no right,
to happiness or love.
Who am I,
but a monster,
a beast, a murder?
Hatred and scorn,
are all I deserve.
The pain I have caused.
The vlood I have spilled.
Death by my hand!
Why should anyone care?
It still hurts though,
this betrayal.
Beyond this evil,
that I have done,
a person remains,
a fragile shell.
I live in sorrow.
Sorrow for,
the lives I have taken.
Sorrow for,
the pain I have caused.
Does a monster feel sorrow?
What happened to forgiveness?
It seems that word is dead.
So here I sit.
Alone again.
Abandoned in,
my darkest hour.
monster.
Murderer.
Waiting to die.

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Deamons

Follow me now,
down this trail of tears.
This is but the first step,
release all your fears.
Take a journey with me,
deep into my brain.
Through a realm of sadness,
a dwelling house of pain.
Here where the darkness,
has banished the light.
Here where the wrongs,
have conquered the right.
Here there are many,
a legion of doom.
They wander the pathways,
and lie in cold tombs.
They call me to join them,
they feast on my blood.
I cannot escape them,
they come on like a flood.
And so I embrace them,
I take my final breath.
I struggle no longer,
but welcome my death.
No, it won't be that easy,
it was all but a dream.
I gasp and I shudder,
and awake with a scream.
Covered in cold sweat,
shaken with fear,
I think they are gone now,
yet I feel they are near.
My hair stands on end,
a fear undefined.
These are the demons,
that ravage my mind.

Donny Fell

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